love or hate?

i dunno whether i should love or dislike my brother now.. he disturb only. i wanna use my internet tomorrow but he taking the wireless connection. but that day he helped me with my English homework. so what should i do? i wanna scream. haiz... but the best part of having him though is bein able to bully him. after all, he's leavin in jan 2011. that doesnt leave me with much time. so when ever i see him now, i tease him and disturb him as much as i can. thats kinda my way of bonding with him i guess. gonna miss him lots when he's gone. hmmm. maybe i'll ask him to buy me more presents before ho goes off. haha. not like he would. he's so stingy and not to mention forgetful too. haha. so funny la my brother. thinking about it now, i realise i have one funny, nice-to-bully, forgetful and damn smart elder brother. i think if i didnt have him in my life, it wouldnt feel complete. i think my life would be pretty dull without him.. crazy ryte? i know... but who else would i bully then? guess i do... lo..lo...lov... i might as well say it now.. i guess i do love him after all. oh wel.. life could be far worse than admitting that i love him. haha. oh ya. before i forget, kor... if you read this, dont let everything that i say go to your head K? haha.. :P

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so bored. i wonder wat life after f5 would b like...
no school, no curfews, no homeworks,
it would b really fun rite?
or would it?
my parents wan me to get a decent job and b independent,
but wat if i don get somethin i like?
and goin out into the world filled so many unknowns,
it all seems so scary.
wat should i do wen i m in trouble and am miles away from my family?
would d decisions i make b good enuf?
or would it only land me in heaps of trouble?
i don want to b on my own,
to face the unknown,
life has its ups and downs,
so hopefully i don screw mine up...

bored at home..

omg!!!! my school is closed til nex monday.. i must b crazy bcos i actually wanna go 2 school. so bored at home actually. hmmm. i wonder if amira aisyah misses izzy??? i know she did wen izzy didnt come to school 4 like a few days.. is there somethin going on between them?? i wonder. talkin abt izzy, her bday is comin up. same wit e-wei. i need a life now.. somebody save me from my misery of bein stuck at home!!!! T.T